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Well, It's 5.17am and I'm still wide awake. I just heard the first birds singing, what a beautiful sound to go with a beautiful morning. The last time I looked out my window this morning the moon was staring back at me, with a blanket of stars to keep him warm in the night sky, now the darkness has vanished and the light is spreading over the roof tops. Ahhh I think today will be a good one. *grin*

<< Little Sun where are you?

Rub your eyes, it's time to shine.

Time to wake the birds and the animals,

Time to warm the faces of the grumpy old workers,

Time to tickle the toes of the sleepy-head school children.

Don't hide behind those dark clouds,

Spread your rays across the land and sea,

and show us light, strength, hope and laughter.

Come on little Sun,

A new day is waiting for you,

so,

SHINE >>

(That's what this sleepless night has done to me...reduced me to writing poems about the sun hehehe)

Hmm, well it's 5:45 am now and I'm STILL not tired...what's going on? It feels like the middle of the day, very strange. My hands are cold though, they're getting quite numb and blue lol, maybe I should put my stripey gloves on...yay! I really am in a good mood aren't I? No sleep, no tiredness and no moodiness...hmmm...something's up.

I've got tissues plugged up my nose hehe cos I've suddenly developed this cold over night and my nose is blocked one minute and running the next I'll have to get some Vicks tomorrow like Nat said. Hmmm...I hope my colds gone by monday, I refuse to go to school or to see my therapist with a cold... nuh-huh.

I'll be off for the time being, have a scoot around some other diaries and I think I'll watch Murder by Numbers too. Oh How I need a fag.... *deep sigh* I'm gonna have to go hunting downstairs for some smokes, but must be quiet or dad might think I'm a burglar again and try and hit me with the table leg... haha that was an amusing night but I don't have time to let you share the moment lol, I need nicotine...

<<7:47 and still my eyes do not feel heavy... hmmmmmm>>

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